3 Months..whitt?! XD

Well, me and Jonathan have been over for 3 months or so, so I decided to write a poem as my closure for him.
Here it is.

Letting go.

Its been a while now,
3 months or so,
I know I'm okay now
I had to let you go.
You remember papillion?
That meant butterfly,
And you wrapped yourself in a cocoon with me,
Until you had to spread your wings and fly.

So all I have to say now
is this.
I’m sorry for all the times I’ve cried
Sorry for every single lie
I’m sorry I was never enough
Sorry I just wasn’t tough
In the end,
I couldn’t make you smile
Or laugh
Even love.

Though we dont talk now,
I hope that you are strong,
And in my heart you'll always be
my first butterfly
an everlasting song.

Hope you like it!
<3Meg~

2 new 'uns!

Heres two shorter poems - they're kinda random, and don't fir in much with anything else - one was from about 2 weeks ago - I liked this guy and he was treating me like crap. Hah. Then the second is just a wee outburst of love. I have too much of it, I tell you. Hehe.

I climb out of one trap into another
Fall into oblivion
The snapping breaches of my soul
Allow me no self-control

My heart is wounded
Future bleak
Because you broke me
How I weep

Pretty little head
Filled up with fear
What the hell am I doing
Sitting here
Waiting..

For you

I cant cope
With all these games
They tie me up
With little strings

Im not your puppet
Im not your bitch
Im no toy, boy

Im not yours.

_____________________


Hold me,
You fool
Let me feel your arms around me.

Kiss me,
In hope of no tomorrow,
Soft lips grazing yours.

Cry for me,
Rivulets and rivers that
Flood salty seas.

Melting your heart
Slowly, carefully
Like butter on a summers' day

Dream of me
And sit on the grass
Waiting for me

As I waited once
for you.

Enjoy.
Meg<3

^^,

Hellooo lovelies.

I thought I'd like..update with something normal? I might write a haiku at the end or summat, buuut...I got my nose pierced!Eeeek!
I've wanted it done for ages, and the guys I liked didnt like nose piercings. Meg decided she wouldnt change for them and got it done yesterday with my amazingggg friend Megan Latta, who I love so much. And our chauffie for the day, Kyle - who is just a gentleman and is quite awesome as he works at Pets@Home. Lawl!
Surprisingly, it didnt hurt much - and the guy that was our piercer was lovely.

You can look on my FB page for my display, which is of me and my nozzle. Keke.

I hope you guys like it! Annddd lets write a wee haiku, huh?

Feel the feathers raise with the power
Of the wind and freedom
My wings will carry me, soaring forever.

<33Meg

Rumours much?! u__u

This was a time when a crapload of rumours went around just before and after me and Jonathan broke up. Funn times. XD

Something is hiding from me
Crawling under skin
Somethings preying on me
Something deep within

It tells me they hate you
Hate me oh-so-much
It tells me you don’t want me
Does it lie?
Will it hurt?
People talk about me
Talking everyday
Telling lies about me
Pain wont go away
Stop hurting
Stop hurting
At least for a while
Stop hurting
And let me live, be a child
The worry
The worry
She sears my veins
The worry
She numbs my brain
Help me
I cry
But no one is to hear
My cries of pain and hurt
As my weak voice drowns in a sea of doubt

<3Meggg

Next in the Jono-Series. =L

Okay, this ones more about anger, I'd say.

Walked around
and led me on
You told me you loved me
But that was only lyrics
To a decietful song

You broke me
You snapped me
You smashed me in two

And the whole lie?
It was only the line
I love you

I love you
you said
but you never meant
You know I meant it

You betrayed me.
You Judas
You breaker of hearts

No meaning to us
No meaning to love

You lier.
Lier broke my heart

<3Meg

And another. XD

This one is to do with when I broke up with my first - and only, so far - boyfriend...I did a mini-series of poems on him, starting form my heart breaking, going slowly through anger, sadness, mistrust - almost every emotion in the book.

Heart rises up
spills out my mouth
The swollen, broken pieces
Ill with pain and broken love
My heart was so full
and now
empty
Broken promises,
It tears me up

As the tears
fall
from my pale face
I think of touching you
You touching me
Pleasure
Love
Broken love
Ill with pain and broken love
Shaken
Shaken
To the core
Swollen pieces lie there
Where my heart was before
I touch your skin
Stubble
Kiss your belly
One last time
Touches are so dear to me
Like you, my dear
My love
It sears my soul
I told you
so much
But please don’t be sad
Because our love will be
tattooed on my heart
my soul
My life
Never regret
I know you loved me
You let me go.

Sorry theyre depessing. ><~
<3

Poeuuums.

Okay, I'll post one at a time - but I'll explain what each are about before.
- The first I'm posting is the first venture I had into the poem-world - it's about my old friend, Corey. We fell out a while ago, and I really, really loved him as a friend. We went through a /ton/ together, and I still miss him.

I remember faintly our last hug,
That time we waved goodbye,
The time I sang in the park with you,
And thinking deeply about you, dear
All these times I cry.

Why did we leave each other?
Why did I cry that day?
That day I last spoke to you
why did we say goodbye?
The memories are flooding, now
my pretty little head
I wonder why we shared so much
and why now we hate instead

You were my penguin,
I, your Wolf
and in my mind we’d play
We’d play that game so dear to you
that broke my heart away.

I realise
I was just your pawn
In that game of deceit you played
Your pawn that loved and cared for you
Whos heart you stole away.

Now, I live
and I am strong
I love, I live, I smile away
But inside
something is gone.

Its not my heart,
My heart still beats,
And it beats , still
not for you
It beats for a man who is beautiful and kind
And whos love is fair and true

But still something is broken,
And I’m yet to find the glue,
Because I know
you have that part of me with you

Enjoy.

MegX