Rumours much?! u__u

This was a time when a crapload of rumours went around just before and after me and Jonathan broke up. Funn times. XD

Something is hiding from me
Crawling under skin
Somethings preying on me
Something deep within

It tells me they hate you
Hate me oh-so-much
It tells me you don’t want me
Does it lie?
Will it hurt?
People talk about me
Talking everyday
Telling lies about me
Pain wont go away
Stop hurting
Stop hurting
At least for a while
Stop hurting
And let me live, be a child
The worry
The worry
She sears my veins
The worry
She numbs my brain
Help me
I cry
But no one is to hear
My cries of pain and hurt
As my weak voice drowns in a sea of doubt

<3Meggg

Next in the Jono-Series. =L

Okay, this ones more about anger, I'd say.

Walked around
and led me on
You told me you loved me
But that was only lyrics
To a decietful song

You broke me
You snapped me
You smashed me in two

And the whole lie?
It was only the line
I love you

I love you
you said
but you never meant
You know I meant it

You betrayed me.
You Judas
You breaker of hearts

No meaning to us
No meaning to love

You lier.
Lier broke my heart

<3Meg

And another. XD

This one is to do with when I broke up with my first - and only, so far - boyfriend...I did a mini-series of poems on him, starting form my heart breaking, going slowly through anger, sadness, mistrust - almost every emotion in the book.

Heart rises up
spills out my mouth
The swollen, broken pieces
Ill with pain and broken love
My heart was so full
and now
empty
Broken promises,
It tears me up

As the tears
fall
from my pale face
I think of touching you
You touching me
Pleasure
Love
Broken love
Ill with pain and broken love
Shaken
Shaken
To the core
Swollen pieces lie there
Where my heart was before
I touch your skin
Stubble
Kiss your belly
One last time
Touches are so dear to me
Like you, my dear
My love
It sears my soul
I told you
so much
But please don’t be sad
Because our love will be
tattooed on my heart
my soul
My life
Never regret
I know you loved me
You let me go.

Sorry theyre depessing. ><~
<3

Poeuuums.

Okay, I'll post one at a time - but I'll explain what each are about before.
- The first I'm posting is the first venture I had into the poem-world - it's about my old friend, Corey. We fell out a while ago, and I really, really loved him as a friend. We went through a /ton/ together, and I still miss him.

I remember faintly our last hug,
That time we waved goodbye,
The time I sang in the park with you,
And thinking deeply about you, dear
All these times I cry.

Why did we leave each other?
Why did I cry that day?
That day I last spoke to you
why did we say goodbye?
The memories are flooding, now
my pretty little head
I wonder why we shared so much
and why now we hate instead

You were my penguin,
I, your Wolf
and in my mind we’d play
We’d play that game so dear to you
that broke my heart away.

I realise
I was just your pawn
In that game of deceit you played
Your pawn that loved and cared for you
Whos heart you stole away.

Now, I live
and I am strong
I love, I live, I smile away
But inside
something is gone.

Its not my heart,
My heart still beats,
And it beats , still
not for you
It beats for a man who is beautiful and kind
And whos love is fair and true

But still something is broken,
And I’m yet to find the glue,
Because I know
you have that part of me with you

Enjoy.

MegX

Welcome to Megzzzblog. :D

Helloo! Thanks for visiting.

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MeggX